It seems unreal that Brian has been in heaven for seven months! It still feels like it was yesterday! I miss him so much! The month anniversaries always seem to be the hardest. I could go on and on about how much I miss him, but words would not do it justice! I get through the day knowing he is WELL, and I will see him soon! Thank you Jesus!
I have had so many sleepless nights and hours to be alone in the last seven months. God has reviled Himself in so many ways. From the highest of highs to the lowest of lows, He is always with me! During the past few months, One truth that I have found so much comfort in is that God loved and trusted me enough with Brian! As much as I still claim Brian... The reality is that he was never mine! He always belonged to God! I feel so honored that God picked me to be Brian's wife and that He trusted me with Brian's heart! God knew the road we were about to embark on, and He chose me..... So overwhelming! He was never mine, but I sure am glad God shared him with me!
As I write this, I am in Denver on a mission trip with the youth. It definitely made my day brighter watching these amazing kids further the kingdom! I know Brian and God were proud!
As always, thank you so very much for all the prayers and support! Where would I be without them..... Oh I don't even want to think about that!
peace and love
Shea
Romans 14:7-8 (NIV)
For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.
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