5 months

I can't believe that it has been 5 months! Brian has been in heaven for five months and I have missed him for five months! Five months is how long we were engaged and how long he did his last type of chemo. Five months is such a short amount of time to most, but to me it seems like a lifetime! In the end it is just time, and I know Brian is not dwelling on five months like I am. That is the beauty of heaven.... There is no time! Most would not think of time as being a bad thing, but to a parent waiting for a call from a lost child, to a child waiting to open a gift on their birthday, to a sweet young girl waiting for her Hero to come home from Iraq, or me....waiting to see my love again; time can become a negative aspect of this life! So it makes sense...

Of course there is no time in heaven.... God is so amazing!

So, until that day that day comes...I will continue to wait and become more excited each day knowing I am one day closer to dancing on the streets of gold with Brian and praising my Jesus! Happy 5 months in heaven Brian!

Thank you for all your prayers and support! I can't imagine where I would be without them! Many blessings!

Peace and love
Shea


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